Hey, drifting me, countless times I stand quietly at the end of the world, with a transcendent heart, silently gazing at the true face of this troubled world in the wind and rain. My eyes, deep as the night sky, capture the flow of time, yet can only quietly hide those tears born from inferiority deep within the sea of my heart.
I watch this world, experiencing its noise and tranquility, prosperity and decay in the wind and rain. In this gaze, inferiority and confidence intertwine in my heart, like the alternation of day and night, inseparable. Inferiority, like dark clouds in the night, often shrouds my heart; while confidence, like the first light of dawn, pierces through the clouds, illuminating my path forward.
On this journey through wind and rain, I gradually learn to accept the coexistence of inferiority and confidence within me. Inferiority is a stumbling block on my path of growth, yet it is also my driving force; confidence is the lamp in my heart, guiding me toward the light. I long to find my place in the real world, allowing confidence to be my guide and letting inferiority gradually dissipate.
"I only wish to reside in that world that belongs solely to me," I whisper softly, a pure land far from the disturbances of the world, free from false judgments. There, I can express my true feelings without restraint, engage in honest dialogue with inferiority and confidence, and seek balance within. In the wind and rain, I need not disguise or pretend; I only need to bravely show my true self.
My heart is filled with helplessness and desire; when will I truly break free from the shackles in the wind and rain and soar freely in the real sky? I dream of soaring high like a bird, crossing the clouds, reaching the other shore of my soul. Even in the midst of wind and rain, even with inferiority shadowing me, I have no regrets. Because I know that only by experiencing the baptism of wind and rain can I walk more firmly toward confidence and freedom.
On this lonely, void, and stormy journey, I discover the joy and happiness that truth brings. I learn to listen to the voice of my heart in silence, engage in deep dialogue with inferiority and confidence, and gradually find the light of my true self. I realize that no matter how noisy and complex the world is, no matter how fierce the wind and rain, as long as I keep a piece of truth in my heart, I can find my own happiness and fulfillment.
So, brave me, there is no need to fear loneliness, void, wind and rain, falsehood, and the troubles of inferiority. They are the necessary paths in my life journey, the 磨砺 and gifts of my growth. I will let them accompany me forward, understanding this world more profoundly and knowing myself more comprehensively. One day, I will find that sky that belongs solely to me; at that time, I will no longer need to hide my tears, nor fear the wind and rain and falsehood. I will live out my true self confidently, freely, and bloom the light of my life without regrets.
In this realm of "only wanting," I continue to gaze at the true world, tears hidden in the depths of my heart, the intertwining of inferiority and confidence, and the search for the light of my true self. I embark on a poetic journey in search of the wings of real freedom through wind and rain, pursuing the true joy and happiness that belong to me amidst the intertwining of loneliness, void, wind and rain, falsehood, and inferiority and confidence. Let my life bloom with the most brilliant, moving, and regret-free light of my true self.